The weekend was all the suckage I thought it would be plus more. Forget ever celebrating an anniversary for me. I've had nothing but hell with them. I thought M would be different. Oh boy was I wrong on that.

Blew all my being good this weekend ... emotionally I was totally tested and I failed. Binged, purged, binged, and purged some more. Finally got it under control yesterday afternoon. I'm back in control.

I can be the victor over this, it's just going to take time and practise.

I'm willing to keep fighting.

I did get roses from M ... best the local gas station had to offer *rolls eyes*

For him, his Burger Queen and something special. Beef jerky. Yes, I did explain the emphasis on jerk to him.

His response?

"I didn't know our anniversary meant so much to you."

My reply?

"It sure doesn't any more."

First time in years I've been happy to come to work...

Which Peanuts Character Are You Quiz

::If at any point you don't like my opinion::
::you don't have to share the same::
::Isn't the free world amazing that way?::
::Individuality rocks!::

::The people in my diary are just that, people.::
::If you think you are one of them,::
::then only admit it if you are one of the good ones!::
::If your are hurt and offended thinking you::
::are someone negatively mentioned in my diary,::
::stop doing what you are doing!::
::Perhaps you'll see me write nicer stuff about you!::
::If you think you know me and::
::are dying of curiousity, email me.::
::I won't promise to tell you,::
::but at least I'll know you're out there!!::